11 Oct 40 Days Fast And Pray 2019
11 Oct 2019
Prayer is our sword and “defence”. Memorise scripture. Praying about how to be vessel for God. Romans 10:10 speaks to “preach” or “share”.
I see a big tree and birds in it – Matthew 13:32 – Though it is the smallest of all seeds, yet when it grows, it is the largest of garden plants and becomes a tree, so that the birds come and perch in its branches.”
Prayed for gift of singing in tongues, and immediately I began to sing.
During Alpha course weekend away Sat lunch time, I excused myself and went into my room to pray. Deep connection to God when I fast and pray and seek His face.
During Sunday ministry session, uncle asked me to be prayed for by him, immediately I was “slained” and fell. He has not spoken a single word, just anointed my forehead. In my mind and spirit its just 100% thanksgiving to God for His goodness. I was crying out to Abba in thanksgiving. After a while lying on the floor, I opened my eyes a little and see “mist” above me, felt like angels above me. I started singing in a foreign language. I can only understand “Abba” and “Isaiah”. An alpha attendee was placed on my heart to journey a little with.
22 Oct 2019
Fasting and praying on flight to Bangkok for business trip, saw vision of our whole families in bus. The bus is full of darkness but light started flooding in after I prayed for spiritual blessings from Abba.
31 Oct 2019
Saw Jesus sowing seeds on the ground, spreading the seeds out. At the same time. He is saving people with His hands, reaching out below and pulling people up.
Another day, I see Jesus as a warrior but He is just in smooth flowing white robes. No armour. A warrior but yet so gentle.
Spiritual mentor gave “Jehovah Nissi” “He strengthens and upholds you, you cannot fail, “The Lord is your banner”
1 Nov 2019
Joined 盛晓玫concert. Told God that I’m willing to help Him save lives, thousands of lives.
God brought wife’s schoolmate to me during a marketplace ministry gathering over lunch. Right after another brother went to minister to this schoolmate.
During prayer, was crying out to God that I can’t even do a simple thing like fasting and praying well. Can’t deny my flesh well. How does Jesus die for us. What grace, for us sinners. What love.
Was given 2 Corinthians 9:8-9 And God is able to bless you abundantly, so that in all things at all times, having all that you need, you will abound in every good work. As it is written: “They have freely scattered their gifts to the poor; their righteousness endures forever.”
Also given 2 Corinthians 12 especially: But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
15 Nov 2019
Was in Telok Ayer Methodist, God said its time to start “ministries”, don’t need to wait. Take small steps.
I felt a lot of burden for nations. We can change nations with fasting and prayers. Thailand Malaysia Indonesia Japan Nigeria etc.
As I went into tongues in tears (privately, I was fasting and praying myself), incense went up to heaven and power flowed into my hands. The power was so overwhelming that I can’t take it. I need to stretch out my hands to bless the nations with these “powers” (privately.. I was just by myself with God)
16 Nov 2019
Brought father in law (who was softened by recent cancer episode) to a hokkien gospel in Bukit Panjang Methodist. In God’s perfect plan and time, he accepted Christ. We were actually late for the session and I thought he had fallen asleep during the message as his eyes were closed throughout, but salvation is God’s works. Thanks be to God.