07 Jun Church Camp 2019

4 June 2019

• Desire that my calling is marketplace ministry, not sure, pray on it.
• Went to altar to surrender my life to the Lord.
• Church uncle prayed and God impressed upon him to give me “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well. – Matthew 6:33” In my mind at this point I was thinking “Temasek deal? love of car? love of money?”… I would learn that this verse means something much much deeper later through my wilderness journey.
• Pastor prayed for me and the words given were “In store”. That God has plans “in store” for me.
• Learnt that spiritual growth has to be intentional, learnt to put God first.

6 June 2019

Spent some silent time with God

• Sees still water, peaceful and calm. One water droplet / tear drop? creates peaceful ripples that spreads.
• Personal interpretation: “Be still and know that I am God – Psalms 46:10” Be still, no need to be anxious. God has a plan and will lead. Our tears of compassion will create impact, in a gentle way.

7 June 2019

• During another altar ministry time, another prayer minister prayed for joy. I had laughter from the Holy Spirit. Prayed for gift of healing and prophecy for me.
• Later on, separately, church auntie asked if we would like to train for healing and deliverance minstry. We said yes as God is leading.