04 Dec Feels Like X-men

4 Dec 2018

Sometimes I feel like the church and the current people I am in contact with does not understand what I have experienced. I feel like an Xmen, that I’m a weirdo. I clearly know that what I have experienced was from God yet people sometimes make me feel that I’m a weirdo. Praying for spiritual mentor who will understand and guide my gifts. Praying for the right church to attend.

I remind myself that:

I have no head knowledge (yet) but I have a relationship with God. He has given me gifts. This is a fact. Other people can judge my lack of head knowledge (which is true and they are right). In my heart, I cannot doubt my relationship, encounters and gifts from God.