I joined the Alpha weekend away camp being very broken in many aspects, with a soft and empty heart, had repented and accepted Christ. I write more at:The Spiritual Quest… to BrokennessI was quite eager and curious to find out more about the Holy Spirit...

I was born in a Singapore Chinese family where religion is a mix-bag of ancestor worship, Taoist and Buddhist influenced rituals. Personally, my spiritual quest has been varied and "all over the place". One of the books we studied listed some common spiritual quest positions...

How do I stop my tears from rolling? I don't want you to see papa's tears. I know that would frighten you further from what is already the worst nightmare I can ever imagine. I don't want to trigger the flood of emotions mama is holding...