4 June 2019 Desire that my calling is marketplace ministry, not sure, pray on it. Went to altar to surrender my life to the Lord. Church uncle prayed and God impressed upon him to give me "But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things...
There are some fellowships that's just different, in a good, divine way. Because it's led by the Holy Spirit. These conversations go deeeep, the "effects" and relationship lasts loooong and it's always very encouraging to everyone. 2 June 2019 Great chat with a brother, very much led...
May 2019 At work, there are some developments that I'm fearful about. Been praying for it not to happen. Logically I still have 6 more months before things will unfold and I need to decide on something. Suddenly this thing accelerated and what I was quite fearful...
A colleague mentioned he wished he has a mentor in his career, someone he can shadow and learn from. I shared that I wished the same but I've never had such a figure. I learned by observing many different leaders, peers and younger colleagues. I also...
9 Mar 2019 Had a brief session (~10mins) before God, crying and seeking the Lord to help me. I do not even know what help I needed specifically but I communicate in tongues, for the Spirit to search my heart and soul. Couple of points during...
28 Feb 2019 Returned home tired and weary in my soul due to work. I chose to spend some alone time with God at home. Sought God using "silent retreat" and praying. God directed Matthew 11:28 through a youtube video. Felt much better after time with...
4 Dec 2018 Sometimes I feel like the church and the current people I am in contact with does not understand what I have experienced. I feel like an Xmen, that I'm a weirdo. I clearly know that what I have experienced was from God yet...
During my graduate days at University of Cambridge, I pondered the next decade of my career and concluded on 2 main long term trends that I would like to ride on, namely Artificial Intelligence and Blockchain. I was primarily interested in Artificial Intelligence. For Blockchain,...
I watched Passion of Christ the night before with wife. I have surprisingly very little emotions. Slept and woke. First thing in the morning I had my espresso as usual. Before I can sip a few mouths, I was suddenly speaking/praying in tongues, I broke...
31 Oct 2018 Had 2 days of no "wifi" (spiritual connection with God), my temper became worse and I'm getting more impatient. On 30 Oct 2018, I came across quite a few articles and comments online that Alpha course is bad, satanic, cult etc. That Nicky...